Will be posting less Jomo and more LDRthings today. It’s our 5th anniversary, so please just let me. HAHAHAHA! 

Happy Anniversary to my LD lover. I love you to the moon and back! I miss you!!!

One day, we will never have to say goodbye. Just good night :) ♥

It just sucks being away from you. :l

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I miss the touch of your hands on my face.

I miss your kisses on my cheeks.

I miss your hugs specially when I’m cold,

and how you’d wipe my face if it’s dirty.

I miss the long talks over the phone,

and your loud laughs and giggles.

I miss you touching my hair,

and how you want me to keep it short.

I miss pigging out with you like there’s no tomorrow

and your sermons just so I would eat more.

I miss you teasing me when I’m mad at you

and how your kisses take all the madness away.

I miss you talking about our baby Tobi,

and how we’d talk about getting another.

I miss you singing me to sleep,

and how you’d snore. (haha)

I miss you calling me at 3am so we’d sleep together.

I miss you shouting ILOVEYOU in the car.

I miss you calling me whatever name you could think.

I miss you calling my mom “mama” & my dad “papa” as if they were your own.

I miss us talking about anything under the sun.

I miss us laughing about silly things we did way back when.

I miss us missing each other.

I miss us.

You’re the first person I could talk to when I’m sad or happy.

You’re the first person to know my thoughts.

You’re the first person I could scream out loud when I’m so mad.

You’re the first person to shut me up.

I miss you.

And I’ll miss you even more when you go.

I’m weird, but you always make me feel like I’m the coolest.

I’m not funny, but you always laugh at the corniest things I say.

I’m not perfect, but around you I feel like I have everything I ever wanted and more.

Thank you for your undying love, for your amazing ways of understanding my crazy ideas, for your unbelievable patience, for everything you do that makes me smile and for all the times you made me learn.

You are the bestest and nothing in this entire world could ever mean to me as much as you do.

I love you, Jerrold Christian Ramas Labor. ♥

And I miss you so bad right now. :/

LOVE. How do you define it? How would you know you’re in it?

I have friends who say they are in love. They say they’re at their highest high when they’re with their partners and in the lowest of low when arguing with them. It’s the sickest illness anybody could get. And there’s no cure.

I’ve been with my long distance partner for more than 4 years now. It’s crazy, I tell you. You hate him then you suddenly miss him. How weird is that? And when people ask me why him? I can’t even figure out the words to explain.

He just makes me absolutely HAPPY. That’s it.

I am at my highest high whenever I’m with him and in the lowest of low whenever we argue. It’s the sickest illness I’ve ever gotten and I’m not cured. I’m not sure if I wanna be cured. HAHA.

He completes me. To the point that every mood changes whenever he’s with me or even just a call or text. He inspires me, in doing things to improve myself and to be the woman I want to be. He makes me understand what it is about me that makes me someone who’s worth all the love and attention. 

He knows what makes me angry and he knows how to calm me down. he knows what makes me happy and he knows what drives me nutts. 

He’s like a soul mate. It feels as if he’s known me his entire life. 

So, how do you define love, exactly? Happiness maybe? How would you know if you’re in it? I don’t know. 

I just FEEL ♥

I can’t say that I have the best and most perfect relationship, ‘cuz I don’t. My relationship for the past few weeks has been like a crazy roller coaster ride. One moment we’re up high in the sky, next thing we know, we’re lower than the ground. We fight like cats and dogs but it’s crazy waking up everyday and feeling like nothing’s happened. I, with the silly question, even asked him “Are we still together?” (I meant together in the relationship). And he told me something like “Are ya kidding me? Since when did we ever break up?” That got me confused. So what’s with the fighting and all the drama? I kept asking myself what has gone wrong. I kept telling myself so many things that I should enjoy but am not because he’s being such an ass. It got me thinking if I was the reason behind all the arguments. Then he skyped me one morning saying he was an ass (nyayy, i was right. lol) and that he was sorry. He got up early that day waiting for me to go online. I got online hours after him. After weeks of torture, everything’s back smoothly as it is, just because he admitted he was wrong. (See boys???lol)

After all that has happened, I came to realize how selfless I could be when it comes to him. I don’t know if it’s a bad thing, but if it is, I still won’t regret it. What I have for him is true, sincerest of all sincere. And I don’t know, just yet, what it would take to change that. I have never been so head over heels over a guy in my 23 years of existence. Just this once, just this guy. And I know deep in his heart, he feels the same way. He has every chance to meet new girls but never attempted to cheat on me. Instead, he introduces me to his friends, family and relatives as his wife.

I’m in a long distance relationship for more than 4 years now and never in my wildest dreams have I ever imagined it would be this beautiful. It’s crazy, yes, but if you only see what I see in his beautiful eyes, you would understand why it unbelievably wonderful.